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smoke the ganji
09.28.03 (12:19 pm)   [edit]
friday i went and saw "cabin fever" with my friends. the movie sucked ass but bcuz of that it was hilarious. i was cracking up! it was funny!
saturday i had an audition and then a YCE meeting. i get 30 bucks every time i go to a skool and give my little schpeel about YCE. yay!! easy money!
today im not doing anything but talkin to ppl on AIM, finishing my h/w and playing monkey island.
i kno, how exciting

-CyberElixir
 
annoying boobs!!!!!!
09.24.03 (9:06 pm)   [edit]
blah blah. i had 2 classes today, just 2 1/2 hours of skool. right on. im used to it though. but n e wayz, i got home and listened to the the missing over and over again while doing my h/w. tons of fun!!! yea!! *thumbs up*
i have photo 2moro. thats awesome. i love photo. we get actual "outside of skool" photo assignments next week. i hope i get a nude one. *crosses fingers*
alright, thats all i got for 2day folks! my boobs r being annoying (thus the title) so i gots to go. damn things!!!
bye everybody!

-CyberElixir
 
shurtzy rox!!!
09.22.03 (7:08 pm)   [edit]
well, skool still kicks butt. i had my first ballet class 2day. man, that was brutal. ok, it wasnt THAT bad. thank god for lauren!! and nicoles cool. so it all works out.
i had algebra 1st hour and biology 3rd hour. thats always a bummer. but zusy is cool. i fell asleep during biology, during the movie. i had already seen it anywayz. (i know, how pathetic) i was drooling too. i feel really bad for whoever had to sit in my seat in the next class. even though i wiped it off!!! LOL!!!
well, thats all i have for 2day boys and girls. ttyl

-CyberElixir
 
first day of skool!!!!!!!!
09.12.03 (8:39 pm)   [edit]
yesterday was my first day of skool, and let me say one thing.....it kicks [b]UBER-ASS!!!!!! [/b](uber means major) its such an awesome skool. since its an art skool, theres this huge diversity of students. like punks, preps, metalheads, dancers, ect., ect. its so great. i mean, that first day, i just KNEW that metro was were i belonged. anywayz, i gtg. ttyl.
-CyberElixir
 
FINALLY!! SKOOL STARTED!!!!!!
09.10.03 (4:51 pm)   [edit]
orientation ruled!!! i made some new friends. i gonna make a whole bunch more by the end of friday. thats just the kinda person i am. anywayz, zack is my theatre and photo buddy. (hes SOOOO cool. he's in the guitar class) jason's just my photo buddy. these cool sophomores, brittany, rego, and anna were really nice. i became friends with them too. oh, and i met this wicked chick, santina. (i know kick ass name)she walked into the office and i knew i had to become friends with her. she was decked from head to toe in black. i was like, "her and i r gonna be friends." shes really nice. not much of a talker but that won't last for long. lol. its really weird. she reminded me of my boyfriend. like a female version but different. it was kinda creepy.......
tell u about first day 2moro!!!!!!
sxrxnrr
-CyberElixir
 
another day passed, another brain cell destroyed
09.09.03 (3:07 pm)   [edit]
2moro's orientation!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank god!!!!!!! im SOOOOO flippin bored in this house! finally, i'll be able to get out and meet some new ppl. oh yea, thats all i need, more friends. i have about a ZILLION already. literally. that reminds me, i have to email my sister and 2 of my friends over in ireland. anywayz, oh yea. did i mention that my x-b/f who i was talkin to last nite, wants to come over to my house so he can see me? *sighs and rolls eyes* w/e loser.
 
wtf.....?!?!!?
09.08.03 (8:08 pm)   [edit]
ok, the oddest thing happened to me 2nite. one of my x-b/fs called me. one i really dont want to talk to. he was trying to impress me by telling me about his permit and how hes got his own car and stuff. i was just like "cool", "ok...", etc. then he went on trying to impress me or make me jealous or something by telling me he has a g/f who he got laid by. my response: "ok...." :? and he had the audacity (dont feel like spelling correctly once again) to ask me if i got laid by mine yet like he was so much cooler cuz he got laid and i didnt. i was so ready to ask him "oh, so somebody finally laid that inch" LOL!!!! im serious. im not being mean x-g/f or anything. he REALLY is like an inch!!!!!! and he kept going on about how he had to get surgery cuz a CO2 tank exlpode and split open his arm, "that was cool." what an idiot! he kept reading me stuff from funnyjunk.com (which i've already seen a million times) over the fone!!! now i remember y im no longer going out with him. hes SOOOOO [u]FUCKING[/u] [b]STUPID[/b]!!!!!!! i mean 'disgrace to the human race' stupid. hes a dumbass.
im so thankful im not going out with him anymore. im in love with my current b/f now thank u very much! and hes not such a loser.
anywayz, peace out
-CyberElixir
 
lalalalala
09.08.03 (4:26 pm)   [edit]
i got up at like six this morning and just hung out. i went on the computer and at about eight i decided to try sleeping again. IT WORKED!!!! i actually slept!!!! it was cool. i know im pathetic. lol. anywayz, i did a little cleaning in my room, which is a miracle by me. and now im gonna go have a heart attack hiking a mountain in 100+ degree weather at 4 in the afternoon. sounds like fun? u can join e if u'd like. lol. alright ppls talk to ya lata.
 
blah blah woof woof
09.06.03 (11:38 pm)   [edit]
nothing to exciting goin on here. im at my dads place right now. just sittin here doin nothin. oh well. my b/f texted me on friday to tell me to check my email and his blog (caileanalmighty.tblog.com) so i did and it was SOOOOO COOL!!! i mean, hes REALLY sweet and thats not the first time hes ever said stuff like that about me. its probably about the millionth and im not exatrating. (once again, dont feel like spelling, its too late) but everytime he writes something like that, even though its not the first, it just always makes me feel even more special then he already makes me feel (if that made ANY sense! lol!) i love him so much.
but lay off wenches cuz hes mine!!! step baaaack
 
Another day
09.04.03 (4:07 pm)   [edit]
boring day once again. this one wasn't that bad though. i was watching ms. doubtfire. (hey! thats a good movie when ur bored!!!) it was on tv, so i decided to watch it. w/e. anywayz, 5 more days till orientation, 6 more days till skool!!!! hallulejuah, praise the lord!!!!!!!! i just hope they dont decide to cancel for the year. *twitch* that would *twitch* not be *twitch* fun. *eye begins to twitch rapidly*
 
YAY!!!!
09.03.03 (11:37 pm)   [edit]
ok, i talked everything out with my boyfriend, and we're even closer than we were before. (i didnt think that was actually possible) i love that guy SOOOO much. i trust him with my life, my soul and all my heart. tiger, my life would never be the same or as good without u.
as for support, becca...U R THE GREATEST!!!!! i love u girl! ur the bestest friend anyone can have. thank u so much. i dont know where i'd be without u helping me through.
 
total confusion
09.03.03 (7:48 pm)   [edit]
:?
ok, i had that entry last nite about my boyfriend and then the update. take a look if u dont know wut im talking about. well, last nite, i was lying in both of those entries. i actually am sad and its about my boyfriend. not BCUZ of him, just about him. its really weird. i dont kno. im sooooo confused. i mean, im not gonna keep him from his friends or anything and i do trust him as a person. i just dont trust him as a guy, ya know? not the best way to put it but thats the basic roundabout. i mean, he just started skool again like i said, so that opens up a lot of oppourtnities (i dont feel like spelling correctly 2nite) and i want that to happen. i mean hes not just my boyfriend, but my best friend. we were best friends before we started going out. its just that, i love him and he loves me, but its so easy to find someone else where u live. in case u didnt know, he lives in california and i live in arizona. we see each other every once in awhile though. but anyways, i mean, theres only one of me but its possible for there to be someone LIKE me that actually lives in the same city as him, let alone the same state. but, thats just me. im just really territorial like that. i wouldnt say im controlling but territorial. ive just lost so many ppl i care about (not just b/fs) in similar situations. i dont know. all i know for sure is that i'll keep givin lovin til the day he pushes me away. i will never go astray. i just want him to be happy, with me....or not.
 
SO BORED!!!!
09.03.03 (6:20 pm)   [edit]
i hate that my school extended my summer by 4 friggin' weeks!!! it'd be cool if i had something to do. ya know, like if i didn't have a brain! cuz, i dont watch tv, i live in an 110-degree wasteland, in the middle of everywhere with freaky-dikey people ALL over the place and i've read every single interesting thing poosible in this house!!!!! my brother took all of the computer games with him when he moved and i don't have any good games for my out-of-date bogus game console i have hooked up to my parents tv. and the internet's only fascinating for so long. so basically im stuck. i tried sleep, but i shoulda known it wouuld do no good. its IMPOSSIBLE for me to sleep during the day (unless under certain circumstances). i can't believe im saying this, and im gonna be totally hypocritical about it in a few months but.....i can't wait til skool starts.
 
Update!
09.02.03 (4:54 pm)   [edit]
ok, so today isn't as bad as i first thought. one of the directors i emailed about a role emailed me back and thanks to the lovely, extradionary Bill, i only have to pay 20 bucks for my headshot. score!! and as for that whole cailean thing down below, that lasted all of about 20 mintues. lol. im so pathetic. he didn't make me sad, i was making my self sad. how stupid is that!?!? anyways, i love him to death and im not sad and depressed anymore, mainly cuz of him. bcuz hes so sweet and i love him sooooo much. *kiss to cailean*
peace out
-CyberElixir

p.s. alright, no jellybeans for mark. lol
 
Bad Day
09.02.03 (4:06 pm)   [edit]
Today was not a good day, and its continuing not to be a good day.
I'm kinda sad, and depressed, but I can't say why. I'll probably tell Becca. Usually, I'd tell Cailean (my boyfriend) cuz I tell him almost EVERYTHING, but I can't tell him why I'm sad cuz it's about him. *sigh* Its just really confusing. I want it to go away.....oh god. I'm actually crying. The last time I cried was a very loing time ago. I want it to go away. Just make it go away............
 
9/1
09.01.03 (12:39 pm)   [edit]
labor day. the point is not to be doing any kind of labor/work. so wut does mom do? fix one of the broken chairs, mows that jungle we call a backyard, and almost loses my cat. she has destroyed the point of labor day!!!!
oh well, anywayz, im just chillin. doing the OPPOSITE of labor of course. 8 more days til orientation (if they dont send me another letter) i swear, if my skool send another letter about pushing back my entry date, im gonna SCREAM!!!!!!!!!! :x
ok, i think im done. lol.
peace out. i love u becca and cailean!!! :P