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| 02.01.04 (11:43 am) [edit] |
lets see lets see.
step father is immobile bcuz of knee surgery (which is kind of a good thing cuz if he wasnt he would have gone over to my b/fs and kicked his ass or maybe that would be ok....we wont get into that right now)
went over to amigo hombre's house. very fun. chilled in the music lounge playing her guitar and watched power rangers. but then that got me depressed cuz of the pink one....u dont want to know
but yea, weird stuff going on b/w me and my b/f. he bascially said he wanted to take a break for my sake, and then for his sake, and then for both our sakes and then not take a break at all and just forget he ever said anything. LIKE FUCK I WILL!!!!
so im crying on my computer, trying to avoid my parents bcuz i knew they'd want to know what happened and y i was crying. but mom ended up walking in and yea. so i just broke down completely and 2 minutes later i see brian (my step dad) standing in the doorway.
see, bcuz of the surgery, hes not suppose to move except to go to the bathroom. but he got up anyays bcuz he cares and was extremely saddened and extermely pissed all at the same time.
so now im just kickin back, tryin not to think and fall into my own despair, not thinkin about my b/f and shtuff (which is really hard to do) but yea. im not mad at him. im just disappointed and confused and a little hurt (just a fuckin smidge :roll: ) so im backin off for awhile until he and i can get our shit together. i dont know.
i do know valentines is gonna suck ass this year.
although brian did get prescription OxyContin, a class 2 drug. that would be interesting....nah, forget it.
-CyberElixir
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